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Show inside Out, 145 Me: I wont deny that I'm starting to kind of like her. Me: But that makes it harder because I feel like such a fake. J: But Andli, that doesn't matter. Your motive doesn't matter. J: What matters is doing the right thing. J: Even if you did it because you want something from me J: if s still a good thing to do. J: Don't worry about your motivation. J: Just do it Please. I closed the chat window and started on my math. After about an hour, right when I was ready to pack up and leave, the chat window popped open again. J: I like being with you while you study, Andli. I felt myself blushing. I guess I had forgotten that he could just hang around next to me if he wanted, even when we weren't chatting. J: I've been thinking about your worries about phoniness. J: I've always hated phoniness. J: And you're right- J: the beginning of your friendship with Terra was contrived. J: But no one can ever really tell why they start a relationship with someone else. J: Is it because she's popular? Because he's cute? J: Probably ifs usually for selfish reasons. J: However it starts, after a while the friendship takes on a life and a flavor all ifs own. J: Ifs not always good (believe me). J: But things evolve in response to the kind of people you each are. J: You and Terra have good souls, good hearts. |