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Show Inside Out, 234 wanted to see her! I closed my eyes and imagined her. I could only see her face from pictures. But I could remember her smell, her warm, loving smell. After a moment I got control again, and looked back at the computer. R: I wish I could hold you again. But look at what a lovely young woman you are. R: I haven't checked on you for several months, and I had forgotten how beautiful you are. R: Don't feel sorry that I haven't been watching you as closely as I used to. R: There are a lot of reasons for that but its never because I love you less, or am less interested in you. R: But I'm so glad Joseph found me now. It was perfect timing. I finally got a hold of myself. Me: Perfect timing for what? R: This will be hard for you. But I have to tell you that this is the only time we will be able to talk. The room lurched as if someone had tilted my chair. Me: Why not? R: Because I am going to be moving on very soon here. Me: Moving on? What does that mean? R: This isn't the end of the road, Andli. R: This is just an in-between place. I have stayed here a long time. R: Much longer than most people do. R: Ifs my time to move on. Ifs whaf s right for me now. R: I'm so very happy and excited. R: I know ifs hard for you to understand- R: So unthinkable that I would leave you again. |