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Show Inside Out, 135 There's Katy. She was a real friend to me, before. A t least I think she was. But it's hard to tell. Maybe it was just that we had a lot in common (the church stuff, I mean). And when things got so crazy I didn't feel like I could talk to her any more. I think she was scared of me. Or scared for me. Maybe I didn 'tgive her a real chance. Or. Scofield says he '$ my friend, but then Mom 'spaying him to do that, so I guess that doesn 't count. How can a friend be someone who is getting paid? But maybe everyone stays in relationships with others because they're getting something out of it. Is that so wrong? Is it wrong to bag on a relationship when you realize you 're putting into it more than you 're getting out? I guess Oad and Mom are a big example of that experiment. My whole family is that experiment. Joe pretty much exed himself from our family once he was disgusted enough. Oad's pretty much absent in soul. Mom-Mom is just on survival mode, I guess. But she's paying forme to get therapy. She's stilt hanging with me, even though I-I guess I have bagged on her. How do you know when a relationship is worth it? |