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Show 276 He knew that the nurse should have turned off her pager. He knew that she had been told by the agency about noise, about pagers. But such facts did not register in his young heart at the moment of ambulance coming up driveway to take away his mother. He only knew that he had startled his mother and now she was leaving for quite some time. He only knew that maybe she would never come back. I am entering the emergency unit as a beginning to a probable lengthy stay. Again on Versed, first pushed in massive quantity into an IV, then dripped in for as much as will be required. Unable to be weaned rapidly from the required high doses of such a physically addictive benzodiazapine. Frequently startled in the noisy and unstable hospital environment, requiring even higher doses of pushed Versed, necessitating therefore an even longer period of weaning. The Versed does not mercifully erase the memory of my son's eyes. They haunt even my dreams. |
