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Show 199 with a flick of his wrist. "Let's not wait on this," he is adding with a finality that does not invite further comment. "Dr. Chappie will do the anesthesia so that should work out well," he is reminding me and I am trying to expel my fears, knowing that she has improved upon the "recipe" so I now no longer vomit as I awaken from anesthesia. It is a nice improvement but I am still frightened of the larger picture. He is smiling. It is not the smile of arrogance but of confidence. I take a deep breath and let it out slowly. Tomorrow at this time, it should be all over, I tell myself. You'll be fine," he is saying as he leaves. I will call Hy and tell him I will be fine. |