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Show AU'l'ODIOGRAPHY OF Such men, employed for that purpose, would have no encumbrance from superfluous baggage to impede them in a pursuit or a retreat over their illimitable plains. The mode of life of a mountaineer just fits him for an Indian fighter, and if he has to submit to privation, and put up with an empty commissariat, he has the means of support always at hand. He is so much an Indian from habit that he can fight them in their own way: if they steal his horses, he can steal theirs in return ; if they snatch a hasty repose in the open air, it is all he asks for himself, and his health and spirits are fortified with such regimen. It is only by men possessing the qualities of the white hunter, combined with Indian habits, that the Indians can be effectually and economically conquered. I have now presented a plain, unvarnished statement of the most noteworthy occurrences of my life, and, in so doing, I have necessarily led the reader through a variety of savage scenes at which his heart must sicken. The narrative, however, is not without its use. The restless youthful mind, that wearies with the monotony of peaceful every-day existence, and aspires after a career of wild adventure and thrilling romance, will find, by n1y experience, that such a life is by no means one of comfort, and that the excitement which it affords is very clearly purchased by the opportunities lost of gaining far more profitable wisdom. Where one man would be spared, as I have been, to pass through the perils of fasting, the encounters with the savage, and the fury of the wild beasts, and still pr~serve his life, and attain an age of near threescore, ~tIS n?t too muc~ to say that five hundred would perIsh, With not a single loved one near to catch his last whispered accent, would die in the wilderness, eitlter in JAMES P. BECKWOURTH. 535 solitude, or with the fiendish savage shrieking in revolting triumph in his ear. I now close the chapter of my eventful life. I feel that time is pressing; and the rmniniscences of the past, stripped of all that was unpleasant, come crowding upon me. My heart turns naturally to my adopted people. I think of my son, who is the chief; I think of his mother, who went unharmed through the nledicine lodge; I think of Bar-chee-am-pe, the brave heroine. I see her, tearful, watching my departure from the banks of theY ellow Stone. Her nation expects my return, that I may be buried with my supposed fathers, but none looks so eagerly for the great warrior as PINE LEAF, THE INDIAN HEROINE. I've seen her in her youthful years ; Her heart was light and free, Her black eyes never dimm'd with tears, So happy then was she. • When warriors from the fight return'd, And halted for display, The trophies that the victors won She was first to bring away. I've seen her kiss her brother's cheek When he was called to go The lurking enemy to seek, Or chase the bumllp. She loved him with a sister's love : He was the only son ; And " Pine Leaf" prized him far above The warriors' hearts she'd won. I've seen her in her mourning hoursThat brother had been slain : Her head, that oft was decked with flowers, Now shed its crimson rain ; Her bleeding head and bleeding handHer crimson, clotted hair- Her brother's in the spirit land, And hence her keen despair. |
